You are not alone
You have a heavenly Father who is omnipresent and cares for you, patiently waiting to welcome you into his kingdom. God knows your heart and what you are feeling at this very moment. When your burdens become too heavy he’s ready to carry them for you. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me (Psalms 23: 4 KJV).